The Second Knock came a few years later around 2017 when I watched an interview by a woman named, Kerry Cassidy. Look her up if you feel drawn to as we remind ourselves that, It’s really not about the messenger, it’s about the message. Cassidy has been reporting on “alternative news” for many many years.


Anyway, Kerry had a long and in-depth interview with a woman by the name of Ashayana Deane who lived in Sarasota, Florida at the time. She spoke of the Flower of Life, but called it a flower of death.


I was truly taken aback by her reports; reports that were accompanied with EXTENSIVE precision and sacred geometries of proof. Clearly upset, I put my emotions aside and rallied my mind and intuitive senses. I knew in my gut—she could be correct.


After sitting with the information for a few days, I contacted my former husband who knew the sacred geometries and taught them well. I sent the interview to him and after he reviewed her geometries, he exclaimed, “Her geometries look correct!” 


I questioned my belief in Drunvalo Melchizidek, teacher of the Flower of (life). I had personal relations with him and his wife and family. Did he teach these geometries and histories knowing they were incorrect?


That was around 2017, and I had to leave it on the “stove” —the back burner. It was too much to take in. Since that time, I have come to the personal decision that Drunvalo did NOT know of the death flower when he taught his workshops and wrote his books. Mind-wiping and mind manipulation, (such as MK-ultra) are tactics that are very real and I apply them to this situation.


To me, the man, Drunvalo Melchizidek, in those early days of the late 90s, gave great love, respect, and compassion to all he met, as he shared a multitude of multi-cultural stories and histories of the earth and humankind.


After teaching the Flower of (life) studies and participating in the advanced group Merkabah, my family and I went to live with Drunvalo and his family, for a center had been purchased in Arizona for the Flower of Life Studies. We went in complete support to help establish it. 


The center, however, was not meant to be. Perhaps it was within one year’s time, or two, it was sabotaged from within. Funds were stolen. We all went our separate ways, but continued to support one another. And now I’ll get to it….


In 2020, I moved to the state of Oregon to be closer to my daughter. World politics had changed drastically and I become involved in my first group-consciousness since the Flower of (life). I’ll refrain from naming names. They aren’t important, but what is important is my THIRD KNOCK….


One of the members in the group asked me a question having to do with the Flower of (life). It was about the woman in Florida, Ashayana Deane and the death flower concept. I told the man who asked the question that I had heard something about it, but needed to research the subject more in depth. That was the truth. He was my third “knock” and only then did I begin to pay attention.


What blew me away was the connection with the first and second knock, which brought Lisa Renee, Ashayana Deane, the Flower of death, and my own revelations all together! Lisa had been (studying) with Ashayana in the late 90s, I do believe, thus there was an incredible over-lap of information and galactic human histories between the two. 


Please know that Lisa has been separate from AD for many years now with her own guidance and massive intel. The two are great gifts to humanity.


I’m almost out of the chrysalis and free of the gate. I cannot learn fast enough the extraordinary stories of our Galactic Human History. The good thing is that by studying this work, our own memories begin to awaken.


Teaching the Flower of (life) and the Merkabah with the people of the Huajatolla and those in Florida, was shared in total and complete love, therefore IMHO will always stand on its own merit. From here on, I speak for myself and no other. 


To grasp the idea of the mis-information … the sheer extent of it (which you will learn about in Part III), and the fact that I taught it, is beyond words. I am responsible—no one else—and now do my best to correct what is wrong through my own writings and healing work. 


Gathering the people in the heart of the double mountains Autumn Equinox 2014 was an honor. I was Divinely guided to do so, and I know in my heart of hearts, it’s what was needed to set the energies right.


Part I - Knocking On Heaven's Door
​Part III - Knocking On Heave's Door

​Author
Kristen Farquhar
www.Somaticsoundtherapeutics.com
Tune to the Light​
@EnvironmentalVoice

​How many times do we need to knock before the door opens? In the same breath, how many knocks do we need to open our own door? It’s different for all of us. Some say three is the charm, but for others, they need to get "knocked out," clobbered. I almost did. I’m sure you relate and have a story. I would truly love to hear it. Here’s mine….


To anyone who has followed me throughout the years, I’ll give you a fair warning: my writing has changed. It must reflect the person I am now. I’ve written for others for so many years and now, it is my own voice that wishes to speak; my own story, if you will.


There is a spiritual way of living that I have sought after and lived. It may not be what others are comfortable with, such as family members and some friends, but like a caterpillar in its last stages before flight, or the horse locked in the gate ready to race, the momentum will not be stopped.


Baptized Protestant as a new born for a Scottish father, and baptized again 12 years later Catholic for an Irish-Scandinavian mother, I sought the life-way of Native Americans in my adult years in regards to God Source and spiritual beliefs. To believe Mother Earth, the stars, and all of nature were my relations and have consciousness, felt right and good to my soul. It still does. My life was propelled forward with this instinct in my late 30s.


And my life has been a series of spiritual experiences and adventures that people often read about. I do not speak of them as they are deeply personal and precious to me, but honestly, I shake my head sometimes in wonderment and ask, Did it all really happen? It surely did and it has brought me here to this moment with you. 


After teaching the Flower of Life information with my former husband from 1995 to 2004 while living in Colorado and Florida, I thought I had a pretty good understanding of our hidden human history. It enthralled me. I was drawn to it. I wanted to know everything. What was our human story, where did we came from, who are we really, and what is the plan forward, and who supports that plan and who does not. I was hooked.


Part of this information included the Egyptian Mystery Schools, star relations, aliens positive and negative, Native American creation stories, dark cabalistic forces, the 13 Bloodlines (known to me then as the Illuminati) and their quest to suppress humans and the earth, and how it was all interwoven with current events. 


Along with the sacred geometries of the human light body called the Merkabah, and the Flower of Life teachings, my life was expanded beyond my wildest dreams, and forever changed. I felt it to be a soul calling that had come true and I was humbled to do the work. That was then. This is now….


It is not my intention to go into the details of those teachings. They are vast. Please take the time to look them up. You will find information and your journey will open up as it needs to for you, in your own way. I’m trying to bring you to a place of understanding where you might “look through my eyes” to see and trust that there is a much larger picture to our Human Story than we've been led to believe.


In 2008, my life changed completely. A divorce and a move from Colorado to California occurred which allowed me to be near family. My mother was passing and I needed to be with her. My daughter came with me. 


My spiritual beliefs and my faith in the One, Creator of all helped immensely.  My astrology chart read at the time, I was to die and come back to life, which was pretty much true. I might laugh now, but it was hell. We did get through it though, and California was good to me and my daughter. 


My work as an author/illustrator/publisher creating books for children was put on the shelf. I reinvented myself as a Holistic Health Practitioner adding my sound therapies, and on the side, expressed myself as an artist through my Environmental Music Films. 


They fulfilled my artist’s heart, and allowed me to synthesize pieces of my life creatively with my music and visuals. Life kind of got normal. I was still writing about the moon cycles as an astrologer for the past few years, but while researching one day early in 2014, the tides of time rose up to meet me, and my arms opened wide..


I read in the stars that the Holy Mother and the Holy Father were coming closer to earth to help us during The Times of Great Change. The energy of the Father spoke to me as, “Solar Love” and was symbolized by the spiritual Sun, and the Mother, the Wisdom of the Sophia. She would be represented by the moon.


Together, they were in Sacred Union, teaching us and all who would see and listen that the time of the goddess was past and the time of the gods, or patriarchy, was coming to a close. Now is the time of the Sacred Union, the unity and coming together of the Spiritual male and Divine feminine. 


As a result, with their union, the mists would rise and in that haze of cloud and moisture, a new spiritual Earth would be born. Within the mist, the pure potential of earth and our human power would be known. I also saw the feminine become solarized. Some things I had right. Some things I had wrong. But this is what I saw.


A friend sent me an email at the time; an email from a person who had the same vision. That person was Lisa Renee and the title of her blog that was sent to me February 2014 was called, The Song of Christos Sophia. 


That was the first knock….


Lisa Renee’s beautiful writing confirmed, in every way, what I too was seeing. I was excited and very much inspired from these revelations, and soon arranged a gathering of souls in the double mountains of southern Colorado, the Huajatolla (Breasts of the World in Comanche) at the Autumn Equinox 2014.


The gathering was successful and involved the wonderful Sun Messenger, “chasqui” from Peru, Willaru Huayta. A wise and kind pure heart, he came and shared his messages from the higher spheres of knowing. He was and is a friend from my days in Florida in the 1990s. 


The message from Lisa supported me immensely to continue with my own personal spiritual studies. I did not "follow" her, nor do I follow anyone, as I try to remain as clear as possible in order to hear my own inner-voice - the Divine within, which everyone has, and so time went by....​


I do believe the medicine Willaru brought to the mountains, and all who participated, helped to heal that special place, for he invoked the spirit of the Apu, the mountain spirits of the Andes, into the heart of the mountains - the Huajatolla. It was meant to be. I didn’t understand then, but I do now and I will explain….

Part II, Knocking On Heaven's Door




​Author
Kristen Farquhar
www.Somaticsoundtherapeutics.com
Tune to the Light
@EnvironmentalVoice 

The Flower Moon, (Scorpio) this May 12, 2025, will mark two years since the Mothers of Nations Gathering in May of 2023 in Akwesasne, Mohawk Land, New York state.


So much has happened individually and collectively from that special time till now. One thing for sure, we were all deeply transformed inside and inspired to build a brighter future; one of inclusivity rather than exclusivity. That future is now.


Many dreams have come true from the gathering. The Peace University, for one, has been successfully established on grounds by the Mohawk Bear Clan Mother. A number of other projects, ones that I am not at liberty to say, are also in the works. But what is most exciting is a new gathering is set for this year and the public is invited. 


From February 28th to March 1st, in support of Indigenous Women’s Knowledge, Rematriation and Syracuse University partners will host this first-ever 3-day symposium and keynote with over 50 presenters! Attend all three days of the symposium or attend the one keynote event on Saturday, March 1st. The symposium's goal is to share Indigenous matrilineal knowledge and to bring it into the academy as a field of study. 


For location, dates, times and tickets: https://news.syr.edu/blog/2025/02/14/rematriation-university-to-host-global-symposium-on-indigenous-matrilineality/


We return to the original words of intention for the Mothers of Nations 2023 by Mohawk Bear Clan Mother, Louise Hern. Words I deeply respect and honor and know that she includes ALL MOTHERS of all lands, color and creed. I feel strongly that only in Unity will we succeed as a nation, as a people, and a world. I feel confident that the good seeds have been planted.


MOTHERS OF NATIONS in Unity ushers in Mother Law and upholds an Ancestral Agreement that many people in the World have forgotten.

We are each Mothers of a Nation.

We come from an intricate woven Web of Women's Wisdom. 

We are the matriline of every life-giving ancestor and a descendant of Mothers.

We hold the great wisdom of the cosmos and carry the seeds of creation within us.

We are our Mother, the Earth, and she is us.

We are Creation, we are Life.

Restore the Heart of the Mother.

When you live in a feminine world, there is LOVE, there is EQUALITY, there is BALANCE... NO MAN GOES HUNGRY.

Protect her and she will provide.


Author: Wakerakats:te, Iakoiane of Roiane Tehanakari:ne
Bear Clan Mother of the Mohawk Nation Council 
Louise Bear Herne
Mothers of Nations Gathering 2023

Author:
Kris Farquhar