Knocking on Heaven's Door - Part I

​How many times do we need to knock before the door opens? In the same breath, how many knocks do we need to open our own door? It’s different for all of us. Some say three is the charm, but for others, they need to get "knocked out," clobbered. I almost did. I’m sure you relate and have a story. I would truly love to hear it. Here’s mine….


To anyone who has followed me throughout the years, I’ll give you a fair warning: my writing has changed. It must reflect the person I am now. I’ve written for others for so many years and now, it is my own voice that wishes to speak; my own story, if you will.


There is a spiritual way of living that I have sought after and lived. It may not be what others are comfortable with, such as family members and some friends, but like a caterpillar in its last stages before flight, or the horse locked in the gate ready to race, the momentum will not be stopped.


Baptized Protestant as a new born for a Scottish father, and baptized again 12 years later Catholic for an Irish-Scandinavian mother, I sought the life-way of Native Americans in my adult years in regards to God Source and spiritual beliefs. To believe Mother Earth, the stars, and all of nature were my relations and have consciousness, felt right and good to my soul. It still does. My life was propelled forward with this instinct in my late 30s.


And my life has been a series of spiritual experiences and adventures that people often read about. I do not speak of them as they are deeply personal and precious to me, but honestly, I shake my head sometimes in wonderment and ask, Did it all really happen? It surely did and it has brought me here to this moment with you. 


After teaching the Flower of Life information with my former husband from 1995 to 2004 while living in Colorado and Florida, I thought I had a pretty good understanding of our hidden human history. It enthralled me. I was drawn to it. I wanted to know everything. What was our human story, where did we came from, who are we really, and what is the plan forward, and who supports that plan and who does not. I was hooked.


Part of this information included the Egyptian Mystery Schools, star relations, aliens positive and negative, Native American creation stories, dark cabalistic forces, the 13 Bloodlines (known to me then as the Illuminati) and their quest to suppress humans and the earth, and how it was all interwoven with current events. 


Along with the sacred geometries of the human light body called the Merkabah, and the Flower of Life teachings, my life was expanded beyond my wildest dreams, and forever changed. I felt it to be a soul calling that had come true and I was humbled to do the work. That was then. This is now….


It is not my intention to go into the details of those teachings. They are vast. Please take the time to look them up. You will find information and your journey will open up as it needs to for you, in your own way. I’m trying to bring you to a place of understanding where you might “look through my eyes” to see and trust that there is a much larger picture to our Human Story than we've been led to believe.


In 2008, my life changed completely. A divorce and a move from Colorado to California occurred which allowed me to be near family. My mother was passing and I needed to be with her. My daughter came with me. 


My spiritual beliefs and my faith in the One, Creator of all helped immensely.  My astrology chart read at the time, I was to die and come back to life, which was pretty much true. I might laugh now, but it was hell. We did get through it though, and California was good to me and my daughter. 


My work as an author/illustrator/publisher creating books for children was put on the shelf. I reinvented myself as a Holistic Health Practitioner adding my sound therapies, and on the side, expressed myself as an artist through my Environmental Music Films. 


They fulfilled my artist’s heart, and allowed me to synthesize pieces of my life creatively with my music and visuals. Life kind of got normal. I was still writing about the moon cycles as an astrologer for the past few years, but while researching one day early in 2014, the tides of time rose up to meet me, and my arms opened wide..


I read in the stars that the Holy Mother and the Holy Father were coming closer to earth to help us during The Times of Great Change. The energy of the Father spoke to me as, “Solar Love” and was symbolized by the spiritual Sun, and the Mother, the Wisdom of the Sophia. She would be represented by the moon.


Together, they were in Sacred Union, teaching us and all who would see and listen that the time of the goddess was past and the time of the gods, or patriarchy, was coming to a close. Now is the time of the Sacred Union, the unity and coming together of the Spiritual male and Divine feminine. 


As a result, with their union, the mists would rise and in that haze of cloud and moisture, a new spiritual Earth would be born. Within the mist, the pure potential of earth and our human power would be known. I also saw the feminine become solarized. Some things I had right. Some things I had wrong. But this is what I saw.


A friend sent me an email at the time; an email from a person who had the same vision. That person was Lisa Renee and the title of her blog that was sent to me February 2014 was called, The Song of Christos Sophia. 


That was the first knock….


Lisa Renee’s beautiful writing confirmed, in every way, what I too was seeing. I was excited and very much inspired from these revelations, and soon arranged a gathering of souls in the double mountains of southern Colorado, the Huajatolla (Breasts of the World in Comanche) at the Autumn Equinox 2014.


The gathering was successful and involved the wonderful Sun Messenger, “chasqui” from Peru, Willaru Huayta. A wise and kind pure heart, he came and shared his messages from the higher spheres of knowing. He was and is a friend from my days in Florida in the 1990s. 


The message from Lisa supported me immensely to continue with my own personal spiritual studies. I did not "follow" her, nor do I follow anyone, as I try to remain as clear as possible in order to hear my own inner-voice - the Divine within, which everyone has, and so time went by....​


I do believe the medicine Willaru brought to the mountains, and all who participated, helped to heal that special place, for he invoked the spirit of the Apu, the mountain spirits of the Andes, into the heart of the mountains - the Huajatolla. It was meant to be. I didn’t understand then, but I do now and I will explain….

Part II, Knocking On Heaven's Door




​Author
Kristen Farquhar
www.Somaticsoundtherapeutics.com
Tune to the Light
@EnvironmentalVoice